My worst enemy is ME
I beat myself up
I can be my worst critic
My worst enemy on some days
Sometimes I make horrible decision
Then beat myself over the head with them in the days following
And for what
What’s done is done
I think it’s an after effect of emotional abuse
Once your abuser is gone
Emotionally you abuse yourself at times
Because it’s what your used to
Being made low
How do I climb out of this hole
I’m always climbing out
Better yet how do I stay out
When will the light stay
When will I stop having to chase it
I’m tired
Always tired of the fight
Purify me
Make this easy
Make me whole again
Was I ever while to begin with?
Krystal Hinton